An Awakening Occurs

       In the spring of the year 2016 I found myself reading the Book of Mormon in Alma. I came across a scripture that seemed to pop out at me: 

 
     I thought it was significant but couldn't understand why. For the next two weeks I kept thinking about this scripture without knowing why. It wouldn't leave my mind and plagued me daily. I was sitting in my son's room looking through facebook and an ad appeared on the page. It was a 9 documentary series titled, "The Truth About Cancer". When I became a mother I had developed two fears when it came to my children. The first was that they would be kidnapped or taken from me. The second was that they would develop cancer and I would have to watch them die. Both of these fears would leave me completely helpless while my child suffers.

     I was interested and watched completely dumbfounded. Everything I thought I knew... all the knowledge I thought I had... that everyone had... was shattering around me. And yet... I realized why that scripture had been plaguing me. It was the last part in the scripture that stated "the plants and roots which God had prepared to remove the cause of disease'. That entire documentary series confirmed that this scripture was true. That a cure for cancer was available and it was also largely preventative.
                             
     I walked around feeling so inquisitive and elated and excited!!! I would be able to help my family avoid one of my biggest fears and not feel helpless as so many do when it comes to cancer and disease. I had the truth. The only part that angered me was that it was being kept from the public even though the truth was available. The problem is that if you don't know its out there you won't even know to look. I spent countless hours researching and researching and watching more documentaries and videos. I was becoming a wealth of knowledge and a bonus for me was that I could discuss this new knowledge with my Registered Nurse husband and ask about areas that seemed to be too much "medical talk" and hard for me to understand. He was even amazed and yet he said it all made sense.


     In the 6th episode they discuss a small part of vaccines. I had already known there was some danger there and that is why we delayed but I NEVER thought this would be a rabbit hole and the further I continued my research the further into the hole I would go and more holes would open up. At the time I was listening to the bit about the toxicity of the vaccines I was driving back from a family vacation from California. I remember stopping at a gas station in Wendover, NV for a bathroom break. Jeff had been sleeping. I said to him that I thought we should wait to vaccinate the kids again. It had been a year since their last one and according to our schedule they were due for another one. I shared with him the information they stated. He only agreed that we could wait until I felt comfortable and had researched more. He still wanted me to vaccinate but didn't feel as though we needed to rush to get it at this point. He was so respectful of my feelings. I love him for that.

     A month or so later the documentary Vaxxed came out. I was outraged. I was angry. I couldn't believe that our government.. the CDC knew about the link to autism from the MMR vaccine and covered it up. How could something like this be happening? Then I went back to the scripture that had previously plagued me and realized that particular scripture in Alma 46:40 stated that God had PREPARED the plants and roots to REMOVE the CAUSE of disease. All things started to make sense and fall into place. We didn't need vaccines to help us with disease. We simply needed what God had prepared and given to us.

    After my husband watched Vaxxed he was done with vaccines. We didn't even have to debate it or discuss it. He looked down and shook his head at all that we had learned in a mere two months and he lost all faith in his medical field. Neither of us would trust a doctor that wanted to give prescription medications or chemotherapy or treat disease with antibiotics. Neither of us would trust a doctor who pushed vaccines on us. We knew they were just indoctrinated with what even we thought we knew before we learned the truth.

   I prayed to the Lord often during this time to know that what I was learning was truth and an overwhelming feeling of peace came each time. I knew that the Lord had prepared this way for me through that scripture and all of these things just seemed to fall into place. 

So battle 2 at home on vaccinating was won... and I was awakened to a new world... a better one without fear.